The day I was diagnosed with MS is one I remember very clearly. I felt a lot of different things. I was confused and really, really scared. I felt like I had lost a piece of my identity. A doctor I liked a lot and had grown to trust during my long stay in the neuro ICU mentioned she needed to order more MRIs and do more tests, and talk with me and my family. I couldn't help but feel discouraged. What kind of news was my favorite doctor going to give me? Would I finally know after days in the hospital, what was going on with me? Did we reach another dead end, or could it be even worse?
My whole family came into my hospital room where I was in bed. My grandma and grandpa sat on a bench near the window, my mom in a chair beside them. While we were all eager to hear what the doctor had to say, she didn't seem as eager to share the news. She said she thought I had MS but we needed to run some additional tests to be sure.
I was sent down for MRIs and a CAT scan. I remember the radiology tech was so nice, telling me about a podcast until he realized I wasn't listening. I was just trying to hold it together.
He gave me a lavender eye pillow and I couldn't have been more grateful. I immediately put the pillow on my eyes and let the tears roll. I knew I wanted to be strong for my family waiting in my room. I saw the terror in their faces and I knew they would follow my lead—so right then I decided to accept my MS diagnosis and try my hardest to make the best out of it. I didn't know what I was in for, but I told myself I was ready!
The doctor immediately started me on a new 5-day plasma transfusion through a catheter in my neck. I couldn't talk or move so I did a lot of research on MS. I was able to process what my diagnosis meant for me. I started looking up potential treatments and ways to find relief from MS, including eastern and western medicine practices.
I think it is extremely important to note that everybody deals with things differently. The way I processed my MS diagnosis may be different from how others deal with theirs. I think it’s important to be patient with yourself. You are going through a lot, so focus on the positive and try to remember there is so much to be grateful for!
I was sent down for MRIs and a CAT scan. I remember the radiology tech was so nice, telling me about a podcast until he realized I wasn't listening. I was just trying to hold it together.
He gave me a lavender eye pillow and I couldn't have been more grateful. I immediately put the pillow on my eyes and let the tears roll. I knew I wanted to be strong for my family waiting in my room. I saw the terror in their faces and I knew they would follow my lead—so right then I decided to accept my MS diagnosis and try my hardest to make the best out of it. I didn't know what I was in for, but I told myself I was ready!
The doctor immediately started me on a new 5-day plasma transfusion through a catheter in my neck. I couldn't talk or move so I did a lot of research on MS. I was able to process what my diagnosis meant for me. I started looking up potential treatments and ways to find relief from MS, including eastern and western medicine practices.
I think it is extremely important to note that everybody deals with things differently. The way I processed my MS diagnosis may be different from how others deal with theirs. I think it’s important to be patient with yourself. You are going through a lot, so focus on the positive and try to remember there is so much to be grateful for!
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